Admitting your wrong can be difficult, especially when your own words speak the truth back to you. I wrote a personal letter to a friend in June 2018.
I opened a saved copy yesterday to reread the contents. And the words of truth spoke to my heart. I’ve been doing the same thing, going in the wrong direction.
“I fill my mind with speculations, theories, and searched for things to explain past sufferings and this dark and sinful world. The very things I’ve consumed are driving a wedge between Christ and me.”